Tally for week ending 5-17-09

So here is my tally for the past 7 days ending today:

Nights spent talking sister down from the edge of relapse: 2

Nights in bed before 2 am: 1

Times called a liar by my father to other people: 3

Times called a liar by my father to my face: 0

Angry emails from father denying he said anything: 1

Responses from me to emails, phone calls and voice mails from father: 0

Calls to notify me of untimely deaths: 3 (in a week...no joke)

Causes of deaths: illness, overdose, suicide

Number of perfectly good dates being ruined by said deaths: 1

Number of days until I hit the wall: ????